Years ago I sat down and wrote a letter
To my loving and devoted grandmother.
However, I did not take the needed time
To complete and finish every line.
Instead I took a break to run errands,
Return to work, and enjoy the weekend.
I had allowed other things to become more important
Than my grandma who waited for me with gentle patience.
I had started the letter stating that I was well and enjoying the sunshine
And that I hoped she was also doing splendidly fine.
And that was about all that I had written down
As autumn exited and winter entered town.
Then came Christmas and a visit with family
I visited with my grandmother then beside the ornamented tree.
I paid another visit to her as she rested in a nursing home
And held her frail hand that once was so strong and warm.
I returned home and back to my daily life
My letter still unfinished and even out of sight.
My father then called one day with the unwelcome news;
Grandma had passed in the night before morning was due.
Tears stung my eyes as I heaved with a grieving heart
Now emptiness grew in me like an abyss, very deep and dark.
“Do not be so sad,” my caring father tried to say,
“she passed peacefully and she wanted it that way.”
For my grandmother had lived her life in lasting faith in God;
She believed in his love, his guidance, his gentle staff and rod.
And she had completed the special deeds she was given
And the Lord had rewarded her with a new home in heaven.
I remembered the letter that I had never finished;
Now it means nothing; a white page of emptiness.
Now with great regret I couldn’t help but think
about my grandmother waiting for it so patiently.
Then I thought of my grandmother with Jesus at her side
Who knew everything and was so very wise.
Perhaps he lovingly told her about my unfinished letter;
Though I never completed it, I also never stopped loving her.
In this way, I try to remain satisfied and steadfastly content
Knowing that my grandmother is alive and well in the kingdom of heaven.